A Heroic Deed

Two hours ago, there was a breach in the eastern blockade. Luckily, it was blocked in time, but at the cost of two lives, Connell and Kelly. Kelly was Eponine's sister, and she can't stop crying. I should have hugged her, comforted her, but damn it... even at the end of the world, I'm still a hopeless coward. Oddly enough, Harris just brought me half a bottle of liquor and praised my... bravery? He said if I hadn't stepped up and charged at the monsters, firing a round, everyone would've been done for it. But I don't even remember doing anything so heroic... Well, there are quite a few blue stains on me, maybe I did do something in the heat of the moment... Anyways, I really need this half bottle of liquor...